Jonah was born around 12:50 this afternoon, kicking and screaming. His cry was so robust that the doctors thought it was just like that of a normal baby. At the initial assessment, the neonatologist thought that he was in the "gray area" and he may make it a few days. With that in mind, they brought him up to the NICU and tried several methods to get him enough breathing support. We even noticed a little pee, which was a huge surprise considering his condition.
It was not to be, however, as his oxygen levels kept dropping. We got to spend some quality time with him and our family, and the wonderful staff here at the hospital. As they told is would happen, we reached a point where we both knew it was time to let go and we had them withdraw the breathing support. He survived for a short time after that, going peacefully on to Heaven.
Although our hearts are filled with sadness, we are also proud of our son for being the fighter that he was. We really thought we would have had more time, considering that beautiful fight he put up, but the world was just a little too big for him.
I will post more later this week, and add pictures of our sweet Jonah.
John and Kelly
Matthew 5:4 - "Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted."
ReplyDelete"He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds." - Psalm 147:3
ReplyDelete"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak...those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength." - Isaiah 40:29,31
"And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away." - Revelation 21:4
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." - John 14:27
What a brave little boy Jonah was! We are so sorry your time was so short. We pray that you are surrounded by those you love during this difficult time.
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John and Kelly, My heart hurts, tears falling, and prayers are sent out for you both. My grandson Vayden is facing the same thing. Please know that you, and Jonah's fight for the short but blessed life that he shared with you, has been an inspiration for my daughter Stephanie. Thank you for sharing. I pray for God's comfort and peace to get you through the tough times that arise.
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We're so sorry for the pain and sadness that you're going through. Baby Jonah was strong and brave, just like his family. You're all in our prayers.
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Vicki and Garett
John & Kelly my heart breaks for you right now. My prayers are with you that you get through this tough time. I am so very sorry for your loss
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I am so sorry for your loss. My tears are filled with so much sadness for both of you. My prayers and thoughts are with you during this tough time. Please know we are all thinking of you and wish you the strength to get through all this. Jonah was a beautiful boy who is now watching peacefully from above. He wants you to be strong and happy for him. God Bless you all as my thoughts are with you.
ReplyDeleteLove, Lynn (Johnson) King
Just wanted to let you know I have been thinking about you guys all weekend and just said another prayer for you. The Lord is with you and will be with you throughout this difficult time. Our precious babies are so happy and loved.
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Jenn
My thoughts are with you guys! I am so sorry for loss, but I know you will forever cherish the time you had with him! He was a brave little boy, and now he is your gardian angel!
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts and prayers are with you guys during this difficult time.
ReplyDeleteShannon Flaten (Collett) - Renaissance Alumni
Dear Kelly & John and Evan,
ReplyDeleteWe have been thinking of all of you very intently - so sad for all you must be feeling and also hoping you are doing the best you possible can. Thank you for sharing the picture of Jonah. He is a beautiful and precious little boy. We will miss knowing him the way that you have even if for such a short time. We take solace that he is so deeply loved and that he has been relieved of physical suffering.
Much love to the three of you. You are in our thoughts and prayer. We miss you.
Susan & Kelly and Ian
Thanks for sharing this heart-rending story.
ReplyDeleteWhen I set the hymns for Mass on March 21, I didn't know I would have such a hard time playing "Amazing Grace". The notes got very blurry from the tears. Know that all of you were remembered in prayer that day and will be remembered again tonight at Bible Study.
Love,
Dorothy
PS Vonnie sends her prayers, too.
Kelly, John, and Evan,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss. I can not imagine what you are going through, but I know you are strong and will make it through. Jonah was a beautiful little boy with some wonderful parents. He will always be with you....take care and God Bless.
Tami Heinz
Your friends at Warner playtime send you their thoughts and prayers--much love to our little Train guy--Evan!! SANDY
ReplyDeletePlease remember to lean on the people who love you- and there are so many. You are in our hearts.
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